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Jun 27, 2014 7:58:11 GMT -5
Post by sandybaltimore on Jun 27, 2014 7:58:11 GMT -5
Since I can not sit here and cry on facebook. Blah my best friend lost her Mom the viewing was yesterday and funeral etc today. I feel so bad for her. I am bawling. You see my best friend saved my life when I was 13 because I was going to kill myself had everything and was doing it that day. I know I would of succeeded then I would not have had my children or found some form of peace with my past. I would not have been here right now even while it is rough right now being a widower.
She is the only friend of mine that knows the hurt of my past in my past. Before I could speak to anyone else. Before I could even speak sometimes just in silence. No doubt she saved my life. By telling a school counselor. Anyway.... life is not always happy as a child when big adult issues take that childhood away.
And now I see her in so much pain its ugh making me just so freaking sad and bawling. I just want to take that pain from her. All I can do is be there and know that God has her mother in a better place. But I know all to well how these things come in waves. God just watch over her and her family she has always been a blessing to have been in my life. Which I feel you placed her for a reason. Thank you God for all you have done for me and please do for her in her time of need and pain. Comfort her and hold her... Amen
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Jun 27, 2014 8:05:35 GMT -5
Post by sandybaltimore on Jun 27, 2014 8:05:35 GMT -5
Not to mention I have know her before school age and her family!
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Jun 27, 2014 13:05:03 GMT -5
Post by sandybaltimore on Jun 27, 2014 13:05:03 GMT -5
Feeling better... just a stressful day. The service was beautiful. Everything just poured out love and close knit family. My friend is awesome that is why shes been my friend my entire life practically. A lot of love today.
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